Dear........

Everybody need a little time away, I heard her say, from each other.
Even lovers need a holiday, far away from each other.
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say, I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you, I promise you.
And after all that's been said and done, you're just a part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to kept away, not for a day, from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.

Hold me now. It's hard for me to say, I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now. I really wanna tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.

21 june 2008

Firstly, Happy birthday to dear's mummy =)

Time really flies. I look at my wallet and WOW, I've used it for many years and I can't remember how many years.
Today's another boring day without dear. Chatted with dear on the phone but she had to hang up because she needed to do work. STONED ON THE BED FOR THE WHOLE DAY T_T






Dear~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There something in the way you look at me. Its as if my hearts knows you're the missing piece.
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be. I never know what you see, but there's something in the way you look at me.

If I could freeze a moment in my mind, it'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine.
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still because, baby, this is jsut the way i always wanna feel.

I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes, all I know is it happens every time.

20 June 2008

Woke up at 9:45am. Was supposed to meet dear. But it ended up that we both woke up late >,<'''
Went walking around Heartland Mall with dear.
Then we went to Kovan CC. Wanted to teach dear how to play pool, but the table was occupied.
Had lunch at the cafe there.
Nth much after that. At least i dont wanna remember most parts of it.





Dear, did you look at the sky tonight?
Those stars...like our future...glimmering...i hope its this way.
Even if i dont sleep, and feel tired...You give me the strength to carry on with life. When i know i'm waking up and leading life because..all de tiredness goes away. DEAR, THIS IS THE POWR OF LOVE. :X

19 June 2008

Woke up at 10:30hours.
Went to CCHY at 1200hours.
Had lunch with cadets and friends at 13:30hours.
Accompanied YongErn to repair his bike at about 15:00hours.
Went back to Yongern's house at about 16:00hours.
Played games with Yongern at 16:15hours.
Went home at 19:00hours.
Haish. Times flies. Days pass like flowing water. Looking back at the past, it's just like yesterday.









Dear,

This period of time is going to be tough on us. Both of us don't have confidence in ourselves, and we can't meet up as often. I will call u up whenever I'm free. Even if I'm not free for that whole day, Ii'll take out sometime just to hear your voice.

Those days before we were together...so dull...so lifeless...
Sleep, wake up, play computer games. Sleep, wake up, play computer games. I used to lead such a life, like it was a daily routine for a machine. I'm not a machine. I'm human. I have feelings too.

Things started to change after we were together. I wake up with a purpose in life - to make you smile and stay happy. I think of you everytime. Everything i do is for you. Getting a job to get you the things you want, and also to get you a new phone line. I can tell u this dear, my life revolves around you. You add colour to my life.

Dear, no matter how many times you've heard this, I still wanna say... I love you. Muacks

18 June 2008 xD

Nice day out. Went for job interview early morning... and YEAH! SUCCESS! yeehaa~
I can still remember the feeling of spending my own hard-earned money. What a great feeling!

Afterwhich I went to Bugis and looked around. Nothing interests me. =/

Dear was out with friends at The Cathay. And poor WeiXuan had to wait for her at Hougang Mall the whole afternoon. =)

Met up with dear at Evening. And GOSH! Her Dad wanted to go Pasar Malam.
And we did. Went round the pasar malam with no objectives or what-so-ever.
Dear's daddy got angry because of my presence and whoops, we are both dead. =D




Dear, I know we feel the same way. I love you, the same way you love me.
It has never been so comfortable with any girl, any girl but you. Cupid has been so good to me.
We shall not leave each other, ok? Ignroe that guy who's harassing you. If it continues, tell me, I'll get a new phone line for u.
Dear, I just wanna tell you, I need you.

16 June 2008

Went to watch 'The Incredible Hulk', and WOAH, thrilling, exciting. Certain parts of the movie kept me in suspense. Now, I shall not be a spoilspot and tell anyone the story before you watch it. The people who went to the movie were Yongern, Yujian. Hongtat, Xiangwei & Jiawen.
My...just one girl with 5 guys...just just imagine how she'd be bullied. =x

After the movie, we parted ways. Yongern, Hongtat & Yujian went home, whereas the three of us(Xiangwei, Jiawen & me), went around browsing the shops at AMK Hub. We went round & round & round & round before deciding to go Hougang Mall. We couldn't find a suitable gift for their mum at AMK Hub.

We went to the Pasar Malam outside Hougang Mall. Xiangwei had shark's fin soup while Jiwwen and i had a tasty burger. Afterwhich we went to carry on our search for the perfect gift...but to no avail. So, xiangwei had a very good suggestion - Play at TimeZone =.=
So he did. He had wanted to play HoTD4 with me, but the machine was occupied by a rich OL who kept dying and spammed credits. We got fed up and played TC4 instead. While Xiangwei was topping up the card value, Jiawen and I abandoned him and CARRIED ON LOOKING FOR THE GIFT. Poor us uh? =x

We went around but almost all the shops were closed. So we hanged around the rooftop playground and chatted for like 5mins before going back to find Xiangwei at TZ.

Time flies, and it was almost 11pm already. We went to get some drinks and afterwhich, we went home.




Dear, its the 2nd time it happened. The feeling gets stronger everytime. This feeling...I'm pretty sure its love. Let me hold your hands and face everything that may come our way. Let the love virus infest in me, I'm feeling great with it.

15 June 2008 (not 16 june 2008)

My Dear,

I can cut off contacts with everyone but you. You say you feel insecure with all the girls around me. I will stop contacting them, unless there's something important. I will do anything to make u feel secure, happy. Where there is love, there is pain. I will try my best to reduce this pain for you.

I am like a falling star who has finally found a place next to another in a lovely constellation, where we will sparkle in the heavens forever. If I know what love is, it is because of you. There is no remedy for love but to love more.

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched ... but are felt in the heart. My love for you...never dies.I love you, not only for what you are. But for what I am, when I am with you. With a love that shall not die, till the sun grows cold, and the stars grow old.

I will never leave you.

With love,
Xuan