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I never felt nothing in the world like this before.
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door.
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know.
So now I'm all alone, girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance.
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand.
And all my tears, they keep running down my face.
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside.
This is not how you wanted to be.
So baby I will wait for you, cause I don''t know what else i can do.
Don't tell me I ran out of time, if it takes the rest of my life, baby, I will wait for you.
If you think I'm fine, it just aint true.
I really need you in my life. No matter what i have to do, I'll wait for you.
It's been a long time since you called me. You got me feeling crazy.
How can you walk away? Everything stays the same, I just can't do it baby.
What will it take to make you come back? Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that.
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me, don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again, get it back to the way it was.
If you give me a chance I can love you right, but your telling me it wont be enough.

darling...
i really wanna fulfil my duty as ur boyfriend. i wanna treat you well. i wanna pamper you. i wanna make you smile. i wanna make u the happiest living person. I'm working towards a better future for us right now. I promise i'll do my best, but dear...u're not putting trust in me. i wan u to trust me. Have faith in me, i will make sure we wil have a happy life together in the future. Its my promise to you. darling...i just want to say...

I love you, like i always do.
As the days pass, and our love grows,
We'll become more and more inseparable.
This is what i really hope, and i know
We will grow old, together.

Don't think too much dear...we'll last..like fairy tales...
Alas, we will have our own fairy tale...

Dear........

Everybody need a little time away, I heard her say, from each other.
Even lovers need a holiday, far away from each other.
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say, I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you, I promise you.
And after all that's been said and done, you're just a part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to kept away, not for a day, from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.

Hold me now. It's hard for me to say, I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now. I really wanna tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.

21 june 2008

Firstly, Happy birthday to dear's mummy =)

Time really flies. I look at my wallet and WOW, I've used it for many years and I can't remember how many years.
Today's another boring day without dear. Chatted with dear on the phone but she had to hang up because she needed to do work. STONED ON THE BED FOR THE WHOLE DAY T_T






Dear~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There something in the way you look at me. Its as if my hearts knows you're the missing piece.
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be. I never know what you see, but there's something in the way you look at me.

If I could freeze a moment in my mind, it'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine.
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still because, baby, this is jsut the way i always wanna feel.

I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes, all I know is it happens every time.

20 June 2008

Woke up at 9:45am. Was supposed to meet dear. But it ended up that we both woke up late >,<'''
Went walking around Heartland Mall with dear.
Then we went to Kovan CC. Wanted to teach dear how to play pool, but the table was occupied.
Had lunch at the cafe there.
Nth much after that. At least i dont wanna remember most parts of it.





Dear, did you look at the sky tonight?
Those stars...like our future...glimmering...i hope its this way.
Even if i dont sleep, and feel tired...You give me the strength to carry on with life. When i know i'm waking up and leading life because..all de tiredness goes away. DEAR, THIS IS THE POWR OF LOVE. :X

19 June 2008

Woke up at 10:30hours.
Went to CCHY at 1200hours.
Had lunch with cadets and friends at 13:30hours.
Accompanied YongErn to repair his bike at about 15:00hours.
Went back to Yongern's house at about 16:00hours.
Played games with Yongern at 16:15hours.
Went home at 19:00hours.
Haish. Times flies. Days pass like flowing water. Looking back at the past, it's just like yesterday.









Dear,

This period of time is going to be tough on us. Both of us don't have confidence in ourselves, and we can't meet up as often. I will call u up whenever I'm free. Even if I'm not free for that whole day, Ii'll take out sometime just to hear your voice.

Those days before we were together...so dull...so lifeless...
Sleep, wake up, play computer games. Sleep, wake up, play computer games. I used to lead such a life, like it was a daily routine for a machine. I'm not a machine. I'm human. I have feelings too.

Things started to change after we were together. I wake up with a purpose in life - to make you smile and stay happy. I think of you everytime. Everything i do is for you. Getting a job to get you the things you want, and also to get you a new phone line. I can tell u this dear, my life revolves around you. You add colour to my life.

Dear, no matter how many times you've heard this, I still wanna say... I love you. Muacks

18 June 2008 xD

Nice day out. Went for job interview early morning... and YEAH! SUCCESS! yeehaa~
I can still remember the feeling of spending my own hard-earned money. What a great feeling!

Afterwhich I went to Bugis and looked around. Nothing interests me. =/

Dear was out with friends at The Cathay. And poor WeiXuan had to wait for her at Hougang Mall the whole afternoon. =)

Met up with dear at Evening. And GOSH! Her Dad wanted to go Pasar Malam.
And we did. Went round the pasar malam with no objectives or what-so-ever.
Dear's daddy got angry because of my presence and whoops, we are both dead. =D




Dear, I know we feel the same way. I love you, the same way you love me.
It has never been so comfortable with any girl, any girl but you. Cupid has been so good to me.
We shall not leave each other, ok? Ignroe that guy who's harassing you. If it continues, tell me, I'll get a new phone line for u.
Dear, I just wanna tell you, I need you.